LARRY "JAY" GRISBY
JAY
Why do you want to be in projectskinnyboy?
I want to be apart of project skinny boy, because i want to let other males know that you need to love, care, and protect your body. Being skinny does have its struggles but its something we can overcome. Not everyone wants to be skinny (that who are skinny), but i see it as a gift, a gift to give people who are skinny hope. By letting them know that just because your skinny, you can embrace your body, you can show people yes i am skinny but i’m also healthy, and i love my body the way it is. I am skinny because this is what god created me to be.
What is your biggest struggle in life right now?
My biggest struggle in life right now is depression, because i feel that i’m missing a big part of myself. Yes i have my days when i’m feeling so good about myself, but then when i feel very low about myself it takes over me, to where i get to overthinking. Once i start overthinking i start to effect everyone around me. I’m taking things day by day, sometimes feel that me being far apart from my first love, my soulmate, my everything it effects me even more. Sometimes i wish i can go back to my old ways, when i took photos almost everyday, listen to music 24/7, also designed clothes that i wanted to start for a clothing line i wanted to start and socialize a lot better then i do know. But lately i’ve been taking things one day at a time because i know i’m getting better every step of the way.
What inspires you more than anything in life right now?
The person who inspires me more then anything right now is my Fiancé. He keeps me pushing with in my life. He compliments me on my body, on the way i look and most definitely he loves me for me. If i didn’t have him in my life i wouldn’t know where i would be today. He sees something in me that i don’t even see within myself. He’s everything to me and i wouldn’t trade him from the world. I feel that he’s the main reason why i keep pushing. I love him more then anything, because no matter what i go through he’s hear for me.